Sunday, May 30, 1999

To my Dearest Love Kathy Tran;

Hi baby, well it's 9:27pm and I'm all alone thinking of only my beautiful Princess; Which is you Duyen!!!  You mean so much to me, I just wanna hold you in my arms forever and never let go!!! Well to answer you regarding "Dung", Tell her that I do want you and I will challenge her to death!!!  I will play her and will never back off; even if I lose it is worth the try ( because your worth it).  She said that if I touch one strand of your hair, I'm dead.   Well you could tell her that I'm not only after a strand of your beautiful hair, but rather you whole heart!!!  You could tell her that she has a great battle on her hands... because I will never quit until we are married and share a promising life together.   You know that you are always the last thing on my mine mind and in my heart  when I go to sleep at night as well?  And you are always on my mind, however unlike you I never want you out of my mind!!!  To answer you question "yes I have realizes that you are a good girl and that I'm a bad boy...  However things have changed I must emit I was a bad boy in the past...  but now that I have met you, I realize that you mean more to me than anything... You are so special to me... I just wanna delete my past just to suite you!  But I know I can't but I promise from this day on I will try to be the best I possibly can be.  You told me in your previous letter that your arms are tied... and that you don't feel free talking to me because I make you feel like you are not special/important.  Well I am telling you now that you don't have to be shy in front of me, just be yourself; as you were at camp.   I like you the way that you are now... Sweet, Honest, caring, trustworthy.... the list just goes on and on. You are just everything anyone could possibly want in a girlfriend.  I don't know what you mean by "I don't make you feel special/important" Please explain more.  I am telling you that you are very special and extremely important to me.  The reason I don't show it is because you would not even give me a chance to express my love for you when we are together.   Believe me that if you give me the chance "I will show you and prove to you that you a the most important person in the world to me and that the love we share together is extremely important to me!".  I will not trade the love between us two for anything and everything in the world...  And I do mean anything and everything.  Did my letter to you really surprize you?  Well I hope you know how much feelings I have for you now... because I have just too much its driving me crazy!!!   I know that you don't want anyone to get suspicious about us two, but I don't know how you can stand it!!!  I mean whenever you are there with me, I just wanna grab you in my arms and hug you tight and never let you out of my arms ever again.  But however, I can understand from your point of view; you are young, and that you still need to study and that your parents will not agree of it.  As I told you in the last letter, "I will wait forever just for you, because You are the one for Me and I'm the One for You!"  I think we have a lot in common because every Saturday and Sunday morning I wake up feeling happy because I know that I am gonna see the love of my life today.  Well even thou you tell me that you don't think you would be able to got camp, I still believe that you will be at the camp with me.  Because I have been praying to God every night just for you to be with me at the camp.  I know he will answer my prayer because he answered my last one; which was for us to be together.   So he must answer this one.    Duyen I really miss you at the moment (actually every moment of my life)!!!  I just wish that I could be with you now and forever!!!  Please accept the love I have for you because I have already accepted your love for me!!!

Love always untill death does us apart

your one and only BoyFriend

Phu Quang Ly